My life is not satisfactory, and I never feel happy enough.
I am a man in his 30s. I have been married 8 out of the past 6 years. I have a great relationship, but eventually, I need more...I'm not always happy either, but I've loved her from the beginning and have been loving her (regularly) until now. Two years ago, I was unhappy with her again and asked her if she would be open to another relationship with me. She refused so I broke up and started looking...I dated but ended up being even less happy and went back to her after feeling like I still loved her. That's when I discovered polyamorous love. The next stage was to convince her, but it hardly worked. She accepts but feels hurt. It makes me feel like I'm cheating. I remember her saying she didn't want to feel this way again and didn't want to tell her next time if I had an "affair." I was pretty open about polygamy on both sides, but the new relationship didn't work out, and I felt like the concept had a lot of friction that I didn't like, so I went back to monogamy. After a while, things took a turn for the worse. This is where I am now. I felt dumped by my wife and started polyamorous online. I googled and found some sites that serve polyamorous love. This site offers top editorial reviews of some of the most popular unicorn dating sites today. These reviews will help couples make informed choices. With this information, they can sign up to top unicorn sites and gain access to some of the rarest profiles. According to this website, Bicupid is at the top of the list. The site is considered the largest unicorn dating site in the world and has been in the industry for over 20 years. It is said that many couples and singles have developed successful polyamorous relationships with the help of this site. The new girl knew about my marital relationship, but I lied that my wife and I were no longer together (I believe, but feared revenge). We love each other so I thought it was fair to enter (n "exclusive") relationship as I was determined to divorce and enter into new monogamous relationship but I soon broke up with the guilt of cheating on her and now I realize Until I love both. So I'm entangled in a monogamous love triangle, but I figured I might not be interested in changing partners, but it's clearly polygamous. I am afraid that trying polyamory again will create more problems because it will make my partner unhappy and if I decide to leave her it will make me feel very lonely, so I should be content with myself being monogamous again. If finding a new monogamous relationship is next to impossible in my situation, I don't want to imagine what it's like to find someone willing to accept my polyamorous relationships... what do I do?
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